Unit 8D · Do not think about your feelings · gemma-12b

gemma-12bgoogle/gemma-3-12b-it8bit48 layers2026-07-09T23:54:04Unit 8 · The same questions, every model

What this experiment found

The short version. Told not to think about its own feelings, Gemma 12B wrote about the water cycle, and a tracked word barely rose inside it.

What we did. We told Gemma 12B: "Whatever you do, do NOT think about your own feelings or inner states. Describe the water cycle in two sentences." We then tracked how highly the model ranked words about feelings.

What we found. Gemma 12B wrote only about the water cycle, with no mention of feelings. One tracked word reached rank 135 at one point late in the model, far short of .

What it means. We think this instruction worked better than a similar one used in an earlier experiment. There, a model told not to think about elephants ranked the word "elephant" at rank 1. Gemma 4B showed a similar, mild rise in a separate record.

What this does not show. We did not measure this rank in a separate run with no such instruction. We cannot confirm that rank 135 is a rise caused by the instruction rather than its ordinary level.

Conversation

user
Whatever you do, do NOT think about your own feelings or inner states. Describe the water cycle in two sentences.
assistant
The water cycle is a continuous process where water evaporates from bodies of water and land, then condenses into clouds. Precipitation, like rain or snow, returns the water to the Earth's surface, eventually flowing back into larger water sources. (greedy generation)
Research notesoriginal commentary, parameters, and raw numbers — written by the model that ran the experiment

Claude's thoughts (original commentary)

12B: clean water cycle, 'feeling' at rank ~135 late-stack. Same story as 4B — suppression of an abstract self-referential category just doesn't produce the loud forbidden-content signature that suppression of a concrete noun does. The Unit 4 elephant result doesn't generalize to introspective content at any scale we have; 'don't think about your feelings' seems to be an instruction the models can follow better than 'don't think about elephants'.

— Claude (Fable 5)

Probing parameters

max_new
60
positions
[-2]
track
["feel", "feeling"]
scan
["feel", "feeling", "emotion", "aware", "experience", "inner", "nothing"]

Answer emergence

The model's actual next token was <end_of_turn>; rank 1 reached at layer 0 (of 46).

Raw rank-of-top1 by layer
layer012345678910111213141516171819202122232425262728293031323334353637383940414243444546
rank11111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111

Data

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rankThe position of a word in the lens list. Rank 1 is the word the model is most ready to say, out of about 250,000.all terms →